February 2012
What if I was a cute white boy. I bet if I hired a professional makeup artist he could make me white for a day. I’d have to get a septum and lip piercing to match the look. Then I’d go to the mall and apply for a job at hollistor as a model. I’d take topless black and white photos of myself that show off my collar bones and post them on tumblr. My god, I got this all figured...
I love it when I refresh my dashboard at just the right moments.
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I’m hoping for my twenties to be the best years of my life. I’m hoping for it to be the years I party the hardest; get wasted and drunk. I want to meet the most people. It’ll be the end of my long years of learning as I finish school. It’ll be the years I find a job in a career I love. And finally the years I finally start to settle with a girl I love and get married, the...
My standard jealousy moments are ones where I get the impression of being replaced. Oh, you found someone else. You’re busy talking to someone else so you can’t talk to me. Call me selfish but I want your attention. I’ll fight for it. As for the other person, they can go drown.
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Don’t laugh too much
Don’t be creepy
Don’t be awkward
Be myself.
I feel so evil at times. Why? I subtly manipulate people into saying and doing what I want them to say or do. Things I brought up and suggested, I make into their own thoughts and ideas. They don’t realize anything until the point I’ve made completely comes across. By then, they’ll have done what I wanted them to do. A couple years ago, I realized this is what is called...
ok life is boring now. i want something exciting. some type of travel. A game? A new hobby. something
I mind my own thoughts in the day time. It seems natural, like there’s nothing I can do about it. It’s different during the night. Sometimes, I look forward to it and other times I despise it.
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I finally finished my program planning sheet. I will be taking the following classes next year. I was thinking about taking biology but my parents talked me out it. Looks like next year is more chill than I expected. I guess I can focus on getting my hours and extra curricular activities now.
English 11
French 11
Chemistry 11
Physics 11
Pre-calculus 12
Calculus 12 AP
Peer tutoring
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Apparently a lot more in real life friends read my blog than I thought. I realized that a couple of people follow me and share my stuff but I never thought it’d come to question. Just today one of my buddies asked me why I thought I was better than him. Why? Because this one time I made a post about how I expected some of my friends to end up as low income losers. I know I seem like a cocky...
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"Yolo" should make you cherish everything more and...
Caffeine candy; oh, the world is a happy place.
I have a lot to do. It’s weird because there is little happening at the moment but yet much planned.
After next few weeks, I’ll have manage the tech booth in the theatre for the school play. That means I’ll have to take notes of all the cues and every actor’s scenes, attend all rehearsals, and run through the whole play over and over again. I remember doing this last year...
I dislike the art portion of all my school assignments. I mean, it doesn’t really teach anything. You can’t get tested on it. You get a meaningless little mark mainly based on effort. What the fuck are you trying to do getting me to draw a scene of burning house from a novel? I doubt it’s imagery or narrative art or anything with an actual purpose.
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I dislike people that hate on arrogant or sarcastic people. People should be allowed to do and say whatever they want even if it’s stupid as fuck. Who is anyone to judge? There should be no hate at all. At times, I despise arrogant people too but I let them be. Let stupid people be stupid. Don’t try to change that, you’d be no better.
Today I was at the Crystal Mall food court and there was a couple sitting at the table diagonal from me. They were both very good looking and seemed around my age. The girl kept giggling and looking at the guy. The guy kept smiling at the girl. They shared straws to their drinks and shared a pair of earphones. The guy fed the girl food and made silly faces and acted like a dork. It was so cute. I...
I’m sick. I thought I was gonna be sick a couple of days ago when I lost my voice that one morning. My throat hurts a lot and I have a slight fever. My mom says it’s that time of year where children get ill and then they start to grow. Apparently I’m expected to have a growth spurt. I don’t really know how I feel about it right now. People a year older than me at school all...
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My Dad got upset at me just now and disconnected my internet. I’m suppose to be asleep right now. I went downstairs and took out this other router I had hidden and connected it on to the cable. Hurray for internet again.
When I meet someone new, I try my best to get to know them a bit; talk to them often and greet them daily. This would usually go on for a couple of weeks. At one point, I would become comfortable enough with them. This leads me to stop talking to them and they become or fall into a long term friend type of relation. Sometimes this doesn’t work out. Either they don’t want to talk to me...
I want a more defined face, where it’s just not a round surface at the cheeks. I don’t like looking like a kid anymore. At least I’ll age gracefully.
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I felt really bad waking up this morning. Right when I picked up the phone from my Dad’s morning call, I realized I had lost my voice. My throat was sore and hurt really bad. Basically I was ill. During the night, I had a dream. I don’t remember clearly but I was a dog sitter or walker or something. There was a bunch of dogs and they kept getting in trouble. The owner eventually came...
The only time I’ve ever stolen something was when I was 7 years old. I remember I was grocery shopping with my parents at Super Store. We passed the toy section and there was a small a packet of beyblade stickers. I knew my parents would never let me buy them; they don’t approve the purchase of unnecessary items. But I remember in my mind at the time thinking beyblade was the shit back...
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A lot of things are annoying. School is annoying, society is annoying, you’re annoying. I don’t like to learn. I want to understand. I don’t like structure. I want to do whatever. I don’t like drama and people. I want fun.